moi chérié

perh, what a day!... don't know what to call it, either really funny, tiring, sleepy, 'geram' day...
1st, danial haqim yesterday slept more than 12hours...really...i'm not joking...from 4pm straight till 6.50am (the time hubby and i sent him to the nursery), except for few time during the wee hours he asked for his 'dudu' and he woke up MORE than usuall!...in fact, when i picked him up this morning, all he did was 'mengeliat' for a while and opened his cute little puffy eyes to 'intai' me for few second and when back sleeping...mama wish i could join u sleeping darling, but, mama has to go to work...hmmmm
after sending papa back home, a few minutes later papa called and said he didn't have his house keys, so i had to drove back to give him my set of keys...luckily i was not too late. he promised, after finding his keys, he will leave mine at the post box...so oklah...but....
thus, at school, i had to do extra class with 4K, and had to stay in that 'insane' class for the whole TWO PERIODS!!!!! i kept looking at my watch, hoping the time really fly pass me by....my patience had wore thin with this class.....kringgggg...it's 1.40pm. my last class has end. after burning my eyes (from lack of sleeping the nite b4, at the red screen of the lcd-during 4A class's powerpoint presentation)..i heading straight home (usually i would have lunch at the canteen with kak intan or kak zu)...to SLEEP...but suddenly i crave for McD, so went to drive thru mcd nearby...still cant wait to reach home to dooze...after eat my big mac though...BUT, when i reach home...my darling busyuk has LOCKED the front gate!!!! now HOW i am supposed to get the keys in the post box!!!!!!!! so, now i have to go back to cyberjaya to meet him and get his keys so i can get inside the house...imagine (for those who are familiar with KL route- i know awie will be lost) from cheras jaya (moi school) to bdr seri putra (home sweet home- about 35km) reached the front gate, then went back to cyberjaya (hubby's office- about 35km) and then went back home ...AGAIN....
and my so sorry darling hubby made up by having tea break with me at nearby kopitiam...i 'refresh' my dozy eyes, i had kopi-O iced...usually caffeine had no effect on me, but this drink really help..just enough during my 35km drive back...and nowww......sleeeppppppyyyyy...but had to stay up because got to pick up danish&haqim from nursery within half and hour, if i doze of now, i cant promise i can wake up...not until 8pm....
and i am supposed to finish up my mid-term question paper for form 4, b4 danish see me in front of this laptop...lately, danish just cant see me in front of this laptop, or he will DEMAND to be pick-up, put on my lap and DEMAND to surf Disney playhouse channel...he just cant get enough of Jojo's circus and mickey mouse clubhouse...
hope tomorrow will be a brighter day...it's has been raining every eve lately...will get enough sleep tonite...haqim, sleep tight darling...give mama&papa a break OK...

kusyuk nyer dia...

danial haqim 'taqnik' ceremony...

hansem mama...



boley danial haqim bantai tido masa majlis nak start....anak mama betul...kat mane2 boley tido...

mama of two..

papa & danish

ustaz razak dah mulakan majlis

procrastination is my middle name, this ceremony was a week ago and only today i am able to post it up..last week, on saturday, panitia agama islam held a maulidul rasul ceremony, and after the ceramah, all the teachers' newborn babies were invited to be 'taqnik'ed (entah betul ke tidak spelling ni-org melayu ckp 'belah mulut)...so my danial haqim, kak laili's fathimah and kak salwani's aided were the quests of honour...so ustaz razak ler yg diberikan peluang utk mengtaqnikkan anak kami...b4 the ceremony, ustaz ade ckp yg baby yg ditaqnikkan akan ikut perangai org yang meng'taqnikkan mereka...knowing this humorous ustaz, dia ckp kalu ibu2 nak cancel boleylah ckp sekarang...ustaz ni memang cowboy sket...
alhamdulilah, danial haqim was such a good boy that day, dia cried only a while and then he seems to know that he is the VIP of the day...danish le pulak buat hal sket, maybe dia takley tgk org ramai2, dia pun meresahkan diri...nasib baik papa came along, so dia bawak le danish played outside...tapi papa plak tak dpt tgk majlis...

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a colleague's birthday 2day...

today is a colleague's birthday and her class made a surprise 'party' for her by giving her a cake...since i had 2nd period with them, so i was invited to the 'party', when asked kak zura her age, she said "i'm 17...+++++....hahaha"

jawapan utuk mama dhani..

1. What time is it? 16:29
2. Where were you born? batu pahat, johor
3. Ever been to Alaska? Nope, not this this lifetime,
4. Ever been toilet papering? haha...
5. Loved someone so much it made you cry? yup...and everytime i heard the song 'linger' by cranberries, i'll remember that bleak period of mylife
6. Been in a car accident? unfortunately yes, once, hubby knocked dowm a motorbiker
7. Croutons or bacon bits: either one as long as they're halal.
10. Favorite day of the week ? used to be saturday, tapi sejak dah kene koje every sat, ganti sunday plak...boley bangun lambat...hihi kalu anak2 tak kejut pagi2...
11. Favorite Restaurant: Secret Recipe love their tomyam kung...
12. Favorite Flower: Tulips -every color they have...
13. Favorite Drink: {org jawa panggil= iced lemon tea} hihihi...love u baby...
14. Favorite ice cream: sejak dah membina badan bagai johan ni dah takde fav ice-creamlah...used to be magnum...yum-yum
15. Favorite fast food restaurantsss? McD, kenny rodgers,
16. What color is your bedroom carpet? purple, coz my room is in purle&lavender
17. How many times have you failed your driver's test? proudly telling evryone...i only have to take it ONCE...
18. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? A forwarded email fr selambakodok group
9. What do you do most often when you are bored? surfing the net
20. Bedtime: whenever i can...masa meeting pun ok...
21. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? entah ler...
22. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? ma époux (my hubby)
23 Who is the person that you are most curious to see their answers? moi amour (my love)
24. Ford or Chevy: mercedes can ke?
25. What are you listening to right now : mix fm (94.5)
26. What are your favorite colors: purple shade
27. How many tattoos do you have? henna boley tak?
28. How many pets do you have? never had and never will, rimas ler...
29. Which came first the chicken or the egg?takyah dok pikir sangat ler,asalkan dapat makan both kira ok ler tu...
30. What would you like to accomplish before you die? agreed with awie 110%. kalu bukan depa nak bacakan utk kite sape lagikan...
31. How many people are you sending this e-mail to? None yet.

one of my fav place in my home
my treasure....
danish books collection...notincluding books yg dia dah koyak

among my fav collection...ade 2 naruto comics belong to baby

where these all happen

my bodyguards' toys..

danish harith's fav toys..

i bought this wagon when i went to jusco without papa with me, if he was there, jgn harap dpt beli bcoz of the price...but aku memang kalu pasal toys, or baby's clothes and stuff, tak kira harga, kalu dah berkenan pakai ambik jer...tapi, funny things was when bwk balik umah, danish punyer ler kedekut tak bagi even papa dia main with him...this is his own toys, kalu cousins2 dia dtg, lagilah dia tambah kedekut-kata kakak aku, ni sindrom anak sulong, takleh share barang dia dgn org lain...cuak jgk aku nanti kalu danial haqim dah besar sket nanti...everyday after balik nursery mesti play with this and akan bersepah selerak le his playarea a.k.a my living room

robot and remote control truck yg ni pulak boleh move on their own..tapi so kelakar,danish masa mula2 dpt takut nak main sbb they can move...menjerit2 dia tgk bende ni...baru2 nie je boleh adapt and boleh main dgn robot tu...the remote control tu pun papa yg bnyk conquer main...danish only play the truck when it is immobile...

papa's fav toys

papa kalau dah start main ps2 nie, from after dinner sampai pukul 5 pagi pun boley, masa mula2 dgn dia dulu memang boring giler tgk dia main bendaalah ie, dah lame2, i have learnt to keep myself occupied with other things while he plays his toys...[marah dia kite panggil benda ni toys...hihihi]...love u papa.

masa danish still a baby...dia boley main sambil pangku danish...sampai budak tu tertidor kat peha dia...so kesanyer skrang, danish dah pandai mintak nak main ps2 and thank god ps2 ni ada pakai tv lain, kalu tidak, tak dpt le aku tgk tv... the game' god of war' tu, papa sanggup surf online to get more info on how to play...kalu dah demam new ps2 game...ribut taufan pun sanggup diharungi...

nasib baikler danial haqim still small, toys pun tak reti main lagi, setakat tenung2 je the hangging soft toys over his playgym..nanti dah besar main dgn abang same2 jer..jgn gaduh2 tau...

danishaqim...my pride and joy

penat betul lately...my workload are getting heavier day after day...and yg kene tempiasnyer are my children (esp dansh)...kalau lepas marah danish, or beat tangan dia masa dia naughty, i felt sooo menyesal, and then baru i said to myself..."sabarlah sket, dia tu budak lagi"...but sometimes aku dah buat baru terpikir...just cant hold myself from yelling at him if he does things...i know i must try to be more and to have more patience...but-
kalau tgk my childen sleeping...so innocent, so pure...mama feels scared, i'm afraid if i'm not 'using' the right colours and 'painting' the right pictures in ur 'innocent piece of white cloth'...

danish harith...my 1st born, kesian betul mama kat danish. i know it's my fault, i realize, all u want from me is my undevided attention, but darling, i'm sooo sorry, sometimes mama feels sooo tired and i out of no where, i let it out on you. u too were also just baby urself when danial haqim arrived, and u are too young to handle all the new baby thing, and mama&papa may have let u feel left out, but remember darling...u r my 1st born and u have a special place in my heart...

danial haqim...my second double boundle of joy, u are such a surprise to me, as u came unexpectedly,and i am looking forward for all other surprises u that u have for mama&papa.... i can feel that u are such a sensitive soul and manja, and yet have a strong will...kalaulah mama mampu to stay home and be with you two all the time...i would most certainlywill.

some say, that we can devide our love among our children, but mama&papa feel and know that love grows bigger and stronger for all of our children...

mama really hope danish and danial will be the best brothers can be-to each other and for your future siblings..
mama really hope that you two never feel that i am being unfair...
mama really hope that i will always be there for u two...
mama really hope i could be the best mom for both of u [and ur future siblings :)]....

...serenity...

...........just feel like putting these...

abah...

...heard a sad and bad news yesterday, a friend of mine lost her mother forever, due to cancer, if not mistaken... it must have been hard for her, as i know how pampered and almost 'spoiled' daughter she is...
yesterday reminded me that i had to face death nearly 11 years ago when i lost abah forever...since then, not one day passes me by without me thinking, what it would be like if abah is still around...lagilah now, akak and me have kids, abah would have 6 grandchildren by now...mak would not become what she has became...the road that she has chosen, that has ruined and broken my family apart...(itu crite dulu, but the pain still remain)...he past away exactly at 7.00pm and on the 15th june 1996...two weeks before i enrolled to ppp/itm... on that night, i tried to convinced myself that 'one doors closes,another window opens'...i still remember, i tried very2 hard to believe that...and i did

for you my friend...i know how you feel, it seems hard now, seem like everything has stop moving...or moving too fast...but as time goes by,it also heals...be strong my friend