...heard a sad and bad news yesterday, a friend of mine lost her mother forever, due to cancer, if not mistaken... it must have been hard for her, as i know how pampered and almost 'spoiled' daughter she is...
yesterday reminded me that i had to face death nearly 11 years ago when i lost abah forever...since then, not one day passes me by without me thinking, what it would be like if abah is still around...lagilah now, akak and me have kids, abah would have 6 grandchildren by now...mak would not become what she has became...the road that she has chosen, that has ruined and broken my family apart...(itu crite dulu, but the pain still remain)...he past away exactly at 7.00pm and on the 15th june 1996...two weeks before i enrolled to ppp/itm... on that night, i tried to convinced myself that 'one doors closes,another window opens'...i still remember, i tried very2 hard to believe that...and i did
yesterday reminded me that i had to face death nearly 11 years ago when i lost abah forever...since then, not one day passes me by without me thinking, what it would be like if abah is still around...lagilah now, akak and me have kids, abah would have 6 grandchildren by now...mak would not become what she has became...the road that she has chosen, that has ruined and broken my family apart...(itu crite dulu, but the pain still remain)...he past away exactly at 7.00pm and on the 15th june 1996...two weeks before i enrolled to ppp/itm... on that night, i tried to convinced myself that 'one doors closes,another window opens'...i still remember, i tried very2 hard to believe that...and i did
for you my friend...i know how you feel, it seems hard now, seem like everything has stop moving...or moving too fast...but as time goes by,it also heals...be strong my friend
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