zzzz....peaceful slumber...

shhhh....my jumping jojo ni plak, anytime, anyplace...he can fall asleep, even when his jumping senior brother is busy cycling..even though tak reti paddle, tolak ajerlah that bicycles...

senyum...

wah-wah, si hero yang sorang ni, well, i guess, with age-who will soon become 3 this June, come maturity- dah pandai pujuk+jaga adek dier, sometimes surprise us with his out of nowhere 'intelligence'- sape lak ajar dia kenal station Petronas, coz we usually pump @shell...and lately, his demanding to snap his pictures..."mama, nak senyum..." means he wants me to take his pictures...

and here are some of his at Toys r' Us (yg baru2 nie ade sale)...

and beside his excitement to see sea of toys-can see tru his wide eyes-dahlah mata memang bolat...(nasib baik boleh nego with him, not to buy a RM300++ Transformer robots)...his papa pun 'terbuka'lah hatinyer to buy his sons a toy each...3 kali round, then settled with a Pooh steering wheel for abam, and a teaching robot for haqim, who end up takut with it cause the robot can move soo fast...and balik umah, both of them, berebut to play with the steering wheel...

yelah kak...

when i work, no one cares
when i rest, everybody stares...

i came across this in MPH, and straight away bought the poster..and it really happened to me...

one day at school:

kak M : Faridah, akak nak ckp sikitlah.
moi : Ade ape kak.
kak M : Aritu, Kak Y ade gitau akak, yang pentadbir ade perasan yg cikgu2 nie slalu balik awal (ie b4 1.40)
moi : Yeker, ade name dah naik ker?
kak M: Takdelah mention any names, tapi dia ade perasanlah, so awak
berhati-hatilah...
moi : HAH..bile mase lak saya slalu balik awal??? (dlm hati dah start panas nie)
ksk M: Eh, bukan ker Faridah slalu balik awal...?
moi : (hati yg makin panas) adelah sometimes saya balik awal, tapi takdelah
selalu...ade org tu lagi everyday punctual..1.05 jer dah cabut...
kak M: Takdelah, akak nak ingatkan jer kat awak, berhati-hati
moi : Yelah kak, Terima kasih...

panas sungguh hati ku ni, masa aku balik buat kerjer CLERICAL and KO-KO (yg terpaksa & yg ban+&^%) tu sampai pukul 5 or 4, tadke pulak org nak ambik tau, bile aku balik awal coz ade urgent matter or sebab penat/tak sihat...BOSAR plak mate org lain pandang...it's not that i dont do my teaching, it's not that i neglect any major work...but like hubby said, people will say that you are doing your work and being HARDWORKING, if you spend time till wee hours at your desk, even you just stare blankly at the papers...and like kak Z said, itu namenyer ramai org kat sek ni yg sebok ambik tau tepi kain org lain...

aku tak suke nak bangga-bangga diri or heboh-heboh kat org lain the works for the school that i do and have done, but it is really heart breaking if people don't appreciate it and it even panas when we heard people even say "sibok sgt ker si faridah tu"..mcmlah aku ni goyang kaki jer datang sekolah nie...

I WENT TO CELINE DION CONCERT!!!!

I experienced the voice!!!

never in my wildest imagination or dreams that one day this day would come...
never I could ever wish to watch her LIVE!!!! (even though jauh sebatu, saw her so kecik)...but there so kecik about her POWERFUL Voice...perh!!!!
simply WOW!!!!

she started just on the dot when the King & Queen of Malaysia arrived..lambat lah babe...(8.45pm), kat tiket said pukul 8.oo!!!
so, maybe because of the royalties audiences, she wore so decently...even more decent than those who attended the concert...hahaha...
and the lights went out...BOOM...
actually, i wanted to start dancing..yelahkan, like my hubby said, gi konsert, bukannyer dgr ceramah perdana..tapi crowd nearby us was soooo lame, tgk konsert, tapi duduk so still...seganlah plak nak lebih2...i was so jealous with crowd beside our aisle..dancing tak ingat...tapi, tangan, kakai, badan tak ingat ape lagi babe, when she sang this song...


She ended the show superbly, with her long, sexy(finally) white dress and sang her killer "berhantu" song from Titanic.."My Heart Will Go On"..and then it was all over, it's 10.30 and i COULD NOT BELIEVE IT...huhuu
it was really worth buying, worth waiting..huhuhu...and worth the hassles planning....
the nite would be so PERFECT, if not because of this one MANGKUK, over zealous pak guard yg was so there whenever we tried to take out our camcoder and shoot some of the concert..so am sooo jealous with this dudettes yg dapatlak capture this vids...hmmm lucky them...
end up only dpt thru my N90hp yg tak braper bagus nie...but oklah kan...
nothing can take away the memory..and last nite, i was too excited to fall asleep, and until today, still terdgr2 kat telinga ni her songs...wuhhuuu..

why oh why #2

another Why Oh wHY... my favourite idol has been ELIMINATED?????!!!

Micheal John was moi and hubby top 3 of American Idol
ever since his Hollywood auditions singing 'Momma"...
and he is no more in the running...

WHy OH WHY????

the Americans are clearly blind..or tone deaf...
that BLONDY is still in????

why oh WHY???!!!

i am so ....well, there no word in this world could remotely describe how i feel now, to say that i am so -
sad, i couldn't even shed a tear,
disappointed, yet i cant behold any feeling...
mad, but to whom?
just feeling so numb...
just feeling so blue...

/selebat hujan malam ini, selebat itulah duka hatiku.../

to make it worst..i knew it, for only too late....

everything was perfect...well, it WAS...
i had a sitter for the kids..( "imported" SIL from cheras)
i had planned an "EL" for tomorrow- in case the THING ends late..
i had begged papa to apply a cuti also for tomorrow...
and now,
my perfect LITTLE event...was no longer perfect...no more...
it WAS, but no more...

how can i don't know about it..????
how in the world, didn't i come across with any news about it????

why OH WhY???

papa has done his very best (??) to cheer me up..but i guess, nothing can, at the moment...
he said, mesti ade hikmahnyer ni- yelah- everything happened for a reason- but.. i just cant see what it is...at the moment...

WHY oh WHY...????!!!!

it is POSTPONED!!!!!!!

alhamdulilah...

Alhamdulilah, the fever has gone, my very ceria, active, 'bising' boy has gotten all better...dahboley 'gaduh' balik with his brother, dah boleh naik bicycle again, dah tak throw tantrum anytime-anywhere lagi, dah boleh macam-macam balik again...alhamdulilah... my heart melted when he was wailing (agaknyer satu hospital cud hear him) when the doctor took some blood to be tested...all of the sudden, my tears berjujuranmengalir...papa (i cud see from his expression) terkezut to see me crying...and ALHAMDULILAH, all my fears and worries went away when the doctor told us that Danish Harith only suffered some infection on his throat and it will go away with some antibiotics....Alhamdulilah...

and these one was taken during our visit to Hospital Pantai Ampang, while visit Adam Harith...a day before Danish Harith fell sick himself...

tgk tu..tangan dah berbalut pun still cudn't resist playing with the cousins