yelah kak...

when i work, no one cares
when i rest, everybody stares...

i came across this in MPH, and straight away bought the poster..and it really happened to me...

one day at school:

kak M : Faridah, akak nak ckp sikitlah.
moi : Ade ape kak.
kak M : Aritu, Kak Y ade gitau akak, yang pentadbir ade perasan yg cikgu2 nie slalu balik awal (ie b4 1.40)
moi : Yeker, ade name dah naik ker?
kak M: Takdelah mention any names, tapi dia ade perasanlah, so awak
berhati-hatilah...
moi : HAH..bile mase lak saya slalu balik awal??? (dlm hati dah start panas nie)
ksk M: Eh, bukan ker Faridah slalu balik awal...?
moi : (hati yg makin panas) adelah sometimes saya balik awal, tapi takdelah
selalu...ade org tu lagi everyday punctual..1.05 jer dah cabut...
kak M: Takdelah, akak nak ingatkan jer kat awak, berhati-hati
moi : Yelah kak, Terima kasih...

panas sungguh hati ku ni, masa aku balik buat kerjer CLERICAL and KO-KO (yg terpaksa & yg ban+&^%) tu sampai pukul 5 or 4, tadke pulak org nak ambik tau, bile aku balik awal coz ade urgent matter or sebab penat/tak sihat...BOSAR plak mate org lain pandang...it's not that i dont do my teaching, it's not that i neglect any major work...but like hubby said, people will say that you are doing your work and being HARDWORKING, if you spend time till wee hours at your desk, even you just stare blankly at the papers...and like kak Z said, itu namenyer ramai org kat sek ni yg sebok ambik tau tepi kain org lain...

aku tak suke nak bangga-bangga diri or heboh-heboh kat org lain the works for the school that i do and have done, but it is really heart breaking if people don't appreciate it and it even panas when we heard people even say "sibok sgt ker si faridah tu"..mcmlah aku ni goyang kaki jer datang sekolah nie...