i am so ....well, there no word in this world could remotely describe how i feel now, to say that i am so -
sad, i couldn't even shed a tear,
disappointed, yet i cant behold any feeling...
mad, but to whom?
just feeling so numb...
just feeling so blue...
/selebat hujan malam ini, selebat itulah duka hatiku.../
to make it worst..i knew it, for only too late....
everything was perfect...well, it WAS...
i had a sitter for the kids..( "imported" SIL from cheras)
i had planned an "EL" for tomorrow- in case the THING ends late..
i had begged papa to apply a cuti also for tomorrow...
and now,
my perfect LITTLE event...was no longer perfect...no more...
it WAS, but no more...
how can i don't know about it..????
how in the world, didn't i come across with any news about it????
papa has done his very best (??) to cheer me up..but i guess, nothing can, at the moment...
he said, mesti ade hikmahnyer ni- yelah- everything happened for a reason- but.. i just cant see what it is...at the moment...
it is POSTPONED!!!!!!!
2 comments:
awamak
kalu aku pon sure feeling blue punye la!
tp xpe, it's bn postponed
at least there's stil a chance kan...
:)
huuuu...mmg still blue pun...dahler now ni her song is in the radio, i have lost my xcitement nak gi tgk coz all my enthusiasm dah kemuncak aritu...now, ni malas nak high hope sesgt...
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