perh...besar responsibilities tu...taktau ler dpt ke tidak buat, I'll DO MY Very BEST, but the students can and will make ur motiviation hit rock bottom, there's one techer said to me today" hari pertama sekolah, rasa macam nak berenti kerje kat sekolah"...that came from a senior teacher,who have been in teaching profession longer than me...bukan teaching yg tiring, but the clerical work that teachers have to do, not including the extra co-curricular that we 'have' to spend time untill 5.30pm to participate...kekadang rasa mcm syok sendiri dlm kelas...punyerlah berbuih ayer liuh bercakap depan kelas, yg dgr ade ler dua tiga kerat, yg lain dah 'terbang' jauh beribu batu...I like teaching, but some times, it just wears you out...nobody warned me about that before...ppl think, that when u r a teacher, sonang koje, balik half day...coti panjang...wahwah...taktau, koje masa coti sek, jaga SPM berminggu2, tanda paper,mark books, cuba korang jadi for at least a month, baru tau we tachers also jadi tukang kebon,kerani, jururawat, 'ibu'&'ayah' kat budak2,motivator,tukang rotan..hihihi macam-macam ader...
It's NOT that I'm MENYESAL jadi cikgu, dah rezeki kat sini, takkan nak tolak rezeki Allah..this is ONLY my way of expressing the pressure and expectation of a teacher..
One other thing that i notice is "berkat' dari cikgu, kalu sorang student tu punyelah mem'bengkak'kan hati sorang cikgu, buat ler macam manepun, takkan berkat ilmu yg diberikan oleh cikgu tu..i've seen it myself...
anyway, we'll see..what will be will be...
p/s: gambo bdk pengawas SPBT yg banyak menolong last year..thnx girls..
8 years ago
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farid
that's why i just couldnt shoulder such responsibility... at least here i'm teaching bdk dh tua bangka, they know ape derang nk jadi & they know if they r nasty 2wards me, i'd b nastier... haha...
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