love you baby...

best nyer today...long awaited birthday present plus maternity presents arrived today...actually wanted to buy some new clothes for him too, but since he's not feeling well, got to go back early from alamanda. THANK YOU so much sayang and LOVE you very-very much baby...

yum-yum

alamak..laparnyer, breakfast dah mkn nasik, so lunch tadi mkn kuih jelah 3 ketul...but now...soooo hungry, best nyer dapat mkn steamboat at the johnny's...yum-yum...aku bknnye takde recipe for steambot, tapi cooker je takde, my sister ade, duduk dlm kotak lagi,(got as her wedding present....6 YEARS ago) punyer le bnyk dia dpt presents sampai ade berkotak-kotak lagi tak bukak...so anyone nak try buat sendiri steamboat boley le this recipe taken from kylie kwong website...

http://www.abc.net.au/kyliekwong/recipes/s952592.htm

ngantok...

kerete idaman malaya

feels sooo ngantok, actually 2day ambik mc coz tak cukup tido jage my kids last nite(konon), papa pun ambil EL coz nak send wira ke bengkel 'tuk ganti gearbox...perh, abis papa punyer bonus tahun nie utk si wira tercinta tu...mah928, is our 1st car, dah bnyk contributions to us. dari ke terengganu, kedah sampai ke jb dia dah redah, nasib baik takley fly, kalu tak sampai sabah&swk kot hihi...kerete antik kami tu, memang dah nazak rupa nyer, cat kete tak usah cakaple..tak sanggup rasa nak tayang pic kat sini...takpe2, lepas ni, papa will paint it and put up 'skirting' for our dearest wira...bile dah hensem kete tu nanti i'll put it's pic here...

hectic week...

(View from my class) platoon buat last minutes practices

fu-yoh...hectic week last weekend...koje sampai ari sabtu.ade hari sekolah berganti, tapi takde p&p, ganti dgn pertandingan kawad kaki antara badan beruniform, since i'm not directly involved, thought of having gotong-royong to beautify kelas 4K (kelas ad-hoc yg baru dibuka after 4 days i came back to school after my maternity leaves) the class consists of 'reject' students from another classes..those yg tak ambik pmr, or yg dapt banyak 'e' for the subjects..so u can imagine how they would behave in class, eventhough not of of them behave badly, tapi kesianle yg lain(yg good boys/girls tp achievement tak brape), jadi mangsa keadaan. aku dah kene bawa rotan ke kelas, kalu kluar dari kelas tu, feels like baru balik dari peperangan, 1st time masuk, dah ade pelajar yg digantung sekolah kerana melawan guru and other disciplinary problems,

once, i asked another teacher who also teach this class 'how do you handle this class?' she replied 'i dont handle the class, but they handle me'...hahaha

talking about about last saturday, i have asked for volunteers to help to come and bersihkan kelas, bukan main ramai yg volunteer, tapi on the day, only 2 boys showed up...these boys really eager to clean the kelas, but not much can be done with just 2 helpers, right?...lastly only cekgu kelas jelah yg syok sendiri terpanjat-panjat tampal sana-sini.when asked whether nak paint kelas or not, semua nak, tapi time nak kutip fund rm3, semua kata takde duit, suruh pakai duit cikgu dulu, ape diaorg ingat aku ni cop duit...lastly dptle rm 28(out of 34 students)...jadilah dari takde langsung, aku pun top-up le sket2...4 karisma...a really challenging class, i really have to be mentally and physically prepared b4 enter the class...and i have to buy a rotan,(now, only pinjam rotan kak ti) kalu le meja2 kat kelas tu boley bercakap, mesti dah lame depa menjerit coz aku asyik pukul meje masa nak control kelas..;[

well, that's life..carpe diem

hoping for the best, expecting the worst....isnt it ironic

i need an easy friend

i do with my ear to lend

i do think you fit this shoe

i do wont you have a clue

i'll take advantage while

you hang me out to dry

but i cant see you every night

for free

i do

i'm standing in your line

i do hope you have the time

i do pick a number to

i do keep my date with you

i'll take advantage while

you hang me out to dry

but i cant see you every night

free

i do

moulding the future generation...

perh...besar responsibilities tu...taktau ler dpt ke tidak buat, I'll DO MY Very BEST, but the students can and will make ur motiviation hit rock bottom, there's one techer said to me today" hari pertama sekolah, rasa macam nak berenti kerje kat sekolah"...that came from a senior teacher,who have been in teaching profession longer than me...bukan teaching yg tiring, but the clerical work that teachers have to do, not including the extra co-curricular that we 'have' to spend time untill 5.30pm to participate...kekadang rasa mcm syok sendiri dlm kelas...punyerlah berbuih ayer liuh bercakap depan kelas, yg dgr ade ler dua tiga kerat, yg lain dah 'terbang' jauh beribu batu...I like teaching, but some times, it just wears you out...nobody warned me about that before...ppl think, that when u r a teacher, sonang koje, balik half day...coti panjang...wahwah...taktau, koje masa coti sek, jaga SPM berminggu2, tanda paper,mark books, cuba korang jadi for at least a month, baru tau we tachers also jadi tukang kebon,kerani, jururawat, 'ibu'&'ayah' kat budak2,motivator,tukang rotan..hihihi macam-macam ader...
It's NOT that I'm MENYESAL jadi cikgu, dah rezeki kat sini, takkan nak tolak rezeki Allah..this is ONLY my way of expressing the pressure and expectation of a teacher..
One other thing that i notice is "berkat' dari cikgu, kalu sorang student tu punyelah mem'bengkak'kan hati sorang cikgu, buat ler macam manepun, takkan berkat ilmu yg diberikan oleh cikgu tu..i've seen it myself...
anyway, we'll see..what will be will be...

p/s: gambo bdk pengawas SPBT yg banyak menolong last year..thnx girls..

my heroes' trip to see the doctor

what a day...today danish and haqim got their japs from dr. afifah(from KPMC) alhamdulillah everything went ok. dengan tak breakfast,(coz bangun lambat) we went to KPMC...bile samapai,perh, ramai org kat waiting room, nasib baik waiting room tu dah diperbesarkan, luas sket tmptnye.kat waiting room tu, danish got a new friend, ada sorang girl, dgn ramahnyer played with him, even shared some cookies togethers.
lepas waiting for 1 and half hours, baru dpt masuk jumpe doc. 1st was haqim, 2nd hero aku ni, nampak badan mcm tak naik, tapi bile timbang,.. even the doc was also surprised, haqim naik 1.2kg from last month jadi 4.9kg..waduh...patutpun tangan mama dah naik cramp pegang awak lame2...after kene injection, dia nangis kejap je...hero mama mesti strongkan...
2nd one is danish's turn, as expected, he will definately make a scence...jeritan dia agakyer the whole hospital heard,tapi lepas sogok dgn toys, terus senyap.nasiblah dr. afifah tu sporting...banyak toys in her room...yg syok gi kpmc, lepas jumpe doc, mesti dapat susu free, today was no different, dapat diapers huggies free lagi...syukur, rezeki anak2...
lepas tu, dgn perut yg berkeroncong we went to bangi to have our lunch at restoren hassan the mamak....then balik umah, papanyer tido kan anknyer dngn dia skali tido...hihihi

1st time..blogging

aiyo...org lain dah jauh sebatu berblogging, aku baru dpt buat today, thnx for awie, after seeing hers, baru tergerak nak memulakanya.
today hubby is WFH and after sending dansh&haqim to their nursery nak buat house-cleaning, tapi kalu dah mula ngadap computer nie, berjam pun tak perasan, end up all that i can do is the laundry, lunch and sweeping...the rest....on other day...hihi